客厅就在那儿，埃斯凯斯夫人选了这一间。 The salon is there, and Lady Esketh has chosen this compartment.
她的女佣在下一节车厢里。这个隔间 Her maid will be in the next car. And this compartment―
一切似乎都很好。谢谢你！ Everything seems fine. Thank you.
这是我们的荣幸，Esketh大人。 It is our privilege, Lord Esketh.
是谁呀? Who is it?
艾伦。进来，艾伦。 Alan. Come in, Alan.
我晚饭时没看见你。 I missed you at dinner.
所以那座山-那是我- So the mountain― That's me―
来找穆罕默德了-就是你。 Has come to Muhammad― That's you.
你还记得我们第一次去新奥尔良吗? Do you remember the first time we went to New Orleans?
我们在Arnauld餐厅吃了晚饭。 We had dinner at Arnauld's.
牡蛎。海龟汤加雪利酒。 Oysters. Turtle soup with sherry.
鲑鱼含有杏仁的。凉拌蔬菜沙拉。 Trout amandine. Ice-cold green salad.
樱桃庆典。 Cherries jubilee.
作为一顿完美晚餐的高潮… And as the climax to a perfect dinner. . .
完美的一天， and a perfect day,
diable咖啡馆 café diable.
然后你说，艾伦，如果你能学会做这个的秘诀，我还是会嫁给你的 And you said, "Alan, if you could learn the secret of making that, I might marry you after all."
我说了，你也说了，都是因为那杯糟糕的咖啡。 Well, I did and you did, and all on account of a lousy cup of coffee.
唷! Whew!
让你笑是一项重要的成就。 Getting you to laugh is a major accomplishment.
我知道，亲爱的。 I know, darling.
你玩得不开心吗?你说过会很刺激的。 Aren't you having a good time? You said it would be exciting.
我了吗?好吧，我错了。 Did I? Well, I was wrong.
我们早上会到兰奇普尔，然后住在宫殿里。 Well, we'll get to Ranchipur in the morning, and we'll put up at the palace.
我会说服玛哈拉尼放弃她心爱的种马。 I'll talk the maharani out of her prized stallion.
应该不会花太长时间。我听说她需要钱。 It shouldn't take long. I'm told she needs the money.
我们应该在三四天内返回拉合尔。 We should be on our way back to Lahore in three or four days.
然后我们坐飞机回伦敦。 Then we'll grab a plane back to London.
然后持续。 Then Greenview.
你知道我们从来没在七月回家过吗? Do you realize we've never been home in July?
我没告诉过你吗?我们要去昂蒂布。 Didn't I tell you? We're going to Antibes.
我们坐飞机去巴黎，然后坐火车去里维埃拉。 We'll fly to Paris and take the train to the Riviera.
我还以为你在旺季不喜欢呢。 I thought you didn't like it at the height of the season.
你总说游客太多了。 There were too many tourists, you always said.
还有那个法国男爵，叫安德烈什么的。 And there'll be that French baron, Andre what's his name.
是的。 Yes.
如果我不去，你会介意吗? Would you mind very much if I didn't go?
我当然介意。 Of course I'd mind.
我们要去昂蒂布，你和我一起。 We're going to Antibes, you and I together.
我们在同一个平面上。我们将住在同一家旅馆… We're going in the same plane. We're going to stay in the same hotel. . .
在同一套房里，虽然不是在同一间房里。 and in the same suite, though not in the same room.
明白了吗? Is that clear?
是的,完美。 Yes, perfectly.
我觉得你现在应该知道了。 I should think you'd know by now.
你可以随便挥霍我的钱。 You can squander as much of my money as you want.
你可以把所有的钱都收起来，把所有的马都买下来…… You can pick up all the tabs and buy all the horses. . .
想花多少就花多少在你亲爱的母亲和娇嫩的妹妹身上。 and spend whatever you decide on your dear mother and your delicate sister.
但当你和我想要的东西不一样时，你就会按我想要的去做。 But when you and I don't want the same things, you'll do what I want.
埃德温娜，有时候我很奇怪你为什么要嫁给我。 You know, Edwina, I sometimes wonder why you bothered to marry me.
你真的想知道吗? Do you really wanna know?
有很多原因，真的，有些原因比其他原因更重要。 For a number of reasons, really, and some more important than others.
我喜欢这个标题。 I liked the title.
所有穷的小女孩都想成为公主，有钱的小女孩也一样。 All poor little girls want to become princesses, and so do rich little girls.
你也不丑，艾伦。 And you're not ugly, Alan.
此外，丈夫给了我一种保护。 Besides, a husband gives me a kind of protection.
有时候，我曾经很孤独。 Sometimes, I used to be lonely.
现在我再也不是了。 Now I never am.
因为当没有更好的事情可做时，你总是在我身边。 'Cause when there's nothing better to do, you're always around.
你很有趣，亲爱的。 And you are amusing, darling.
总有一天，当我够恶心的时候… Someday, when I'm disgusted enough. . .
或者羞愧到极点，或者醉到极点，我也许会告诉你我为什么嫁给你。 or ashamed enough or drunk enough, I may tell you why I married you.
现在告诉我。 Tell me now.
也许是另一个幻灭的夜晚。 Some other disenchanted evening, perhaps.
现在告诉我。 Tell me now.
当然，那是你的钱。 Well, there was your money, of course.
不过，我认识很多有钱的女人。 But then, I've known lots of women with money.
没错，他们都没有你拥有那么多，但我也不需要那么多。 True, none of them had as much as you, but then, I didn't need quite that much.
不，我嫁给你的原因完全不同。 No, I married you for a very different reason.
你可能不相信，但我还是有一些标准的。 You see, you may not believe it, but I still have a few standards.
有点血淋淋，有点疲惫，但多少有些不服输。 A little bloody, a little frayed, but more or less unbowed.
我不喜欢伤害别人。 I don't like to hurt people.
你对我来说是完美的。 You were perfect for me.
世界上有那么多钱，却没有一颗心。 All the money in the world and no heart.
你不可能受伤… You couldn't possibly be hurt. . .
因为你最贪婪，最自私，最颓废，最腐败 because you're the most greedy, the most selfish, the most decadent, the most corrupt―
晚安，埃德温娜。 Good night, Edwina.
♬我们欢迎你 ♪ We are welcome you ♪
♪带着欢迎的美好♪ ♪ With a welcome fine ♪
♬献给上帝和夫人 ♪ To the lord and lady ♪
♬我们希望美好时光 ♪ We wish good time ♪
♪用一个大大的你好♪ ♪ With a big hello ♪
♬我们欢迎你的到来 ♪ We are welcome you this morning ♪♪
埃斯基斯大人，您和夫人的光临让我们倍感荣幸。 Lord Esketh, we are honored by your and Her Ladyship's presence.
我是阿多尼先生。我是兰奇普尔王公殿下的私人使者。 I am Mr. Adoani. I'm the personal emissary of Her Highness, the Maharani of Ranchipur.
我们为你们计划了一个小小的旅行，音乐学校还安排了一场本土音乐音乐会。 We have planned for you just a little tour, and a concert of native music has been arranged at the music school.
阿多尼先生，埃斯基斯夫人身体不太舒服。 Mr. Adoani, Lady Esketh isn't feeling very well.
她想马上去王宫。哦。当然。 She'd like to go to the palace at once. Oh. Of course.
与此同时，我应该在我们讨论时指出一些令人感兴趣的项目。 In the meantime, I should point out the items of interest as we pass along.
抱歉。 So sorry.
没关系。 It's all right.
谢谢你，阿多尼先生。不用客气，埃斯凯斯基勋爵和夫人。 Thank you, Mr. Adoani. You're welcome, Lord and Lady Esketh.
再见。 Good-bye.
殿下。我家欢迎你。 Your Highness. My house welcomes you.
殿下，您能请我们来真是太好了。 It's good of you to have us, Your Highness.
我喜欢有帅哥在身边。 I enjoy having handsome people around me.
我从未去过美国，但我知道那是一个美丽而富有的国家。 I have never been in America, but I understand it is a beautiful country and very rich.
我希望你的住处适合居住。 I hope you find your quarters habitable.
我相信我们会的。 I'm sure we will.
现在，你必须喝点茶。 And now, you must have some tea.
柠檬吗?我们俩都要牛奶。 Lemon? Milk for both of us.
我可以抽烟吗?是的,做。 May I smoke? Yes, do.
但对我来说，恐怕不能抽烟。糖果也是如此。 But for me, no cigarettes, I'm afraid. It is the same with sweets.
我被禁止品尝哪怕是最小的味道。 I am forbidden even the smallest taste.
曾经，我可以放纵自己。 Once, I was able to indulge myself.
但在过去一年左右，我不得不承认…… But in the last year or so, I have been forced to admit. . .
我的青春即将结束。 that my youth, it's near its end.
成熟的方法。 Maturity approaches.
你很漂亮，殿下。 You're very beautiful, Your Highness.
多么善良，多么不真实。 How kind, and how untrue.
我担心你来兰奇普尔的时候选择了一个不幸的季节。 I fear you have chosen an unfortunate season to come to Ranchipur.
我们现在都在祈祷下雨。 We're all now praying for the rains to begin.
不管下不下雨，我相信我们都能招待你。 However, rains or not, I believe we can entertain you.
早上，我们将参观马厩。 In the morning, we shall visit the stables.
明晚，我将为你举行一个小型宴会。 Tomorrow night, I'm giving a small dinner in your honor.
它不会很隆重，但你会遇到一些有趣的人，尤其是萨夫蒂博士。 It will not be very grand, but you will meet some interesting people, particularly Dr. Safti.
他是我亡夫最辉煌的成就。 He is my late husband's most brilliant success.
有男人，很少有男人 There are men― very few men ever―
他们拥有你们的罗斯福总统曾经所说的… who have what your President Roosevelt once called. . .
“与命运的相会。” "a rendezvous with destiny."
我这把年纪，没什么兴趣了。 Well, at my age, I have few enthusiasms.
萨夫提医生就是其中之一。但你们自己会看到的。 Dr. Safti's one of them. But you will see for yourselves.
今晚，我想你们可能更喜欢一个人在房间里吃晚饭。 Tonight, I thought you would probably prefer dinner alone in your rooms.
你一定很累了。 You must be very tired.
但在你离开前的某个晚上，我想我们可以 But some evening before you leave, I thought we might, uh―
我们可以打几张牌。 we might play some cards.
你高兴吗? Would that please you?
我打牌总是输，但我永远乐观。我喜欢赌博。 I invariably lose at cards, but I'm eternally optimistic. I love gambling.
桥吗?桥牌游戏吗? Bridge? Canasta?
就我个人而言，我更喜欢扑克。 Well, personally, I prefer poker.
我也是! So do I !
我警告你，我会赢的。我总是赢。 I warn you, I shall win. I always win.
我坚持要赢。我以作弊取胜而闻名。 I insist on winning. I have been known to cheat to win.
当然，这很聪明。从来没有人抓住过我。 Cleverly, of course. No one has ever caught me.
我总是赢。有时候，我会作弊。 And I always win. And sometimes, I cheat.
很好。到那时就好了。 Good. It will be better then.
到明天。到明天。 Until tomorrow. Until tomorrow.
殿下。 Your Highness.
他是壮观的。阿育王是世界上最美丽的种马。 He's magnificent. Asoka is the most beautiful stallion in the world.
殿下，没有他我不能回英国。 Your Highness, I cannot go back to England without him.
你要多少我就给多少。有些东西是无价的，艾斯基大人。 I'll pay whatever you ask. For some things, there is no price, Lord Esketh.
我永远不能卖掉阿育王。 I can never sell Asoka.
我将设法使你改变主意。 I shall try to make you change your mind.
如果你没有，我会很失望的。 I would be disappointed if you didn't.
与此同时，我想看看其他人，殿下。 In the meantime, I'd like to see some of the others, Your Highness.
汤姆!还是那个小屁孩。你一点都没变。 Tom ! The same brat. You haven't changed a bit.
真不敢相信!哦，很高兴见到你。 I don't believe it! Oh, it's good to see you.
见到你我也很高兴。也许我该自我介绍一下。 Good to see you too. Perhaps I should introduce myself.
我是这位女士的丈夫。哦,你好。我是汤姆·兰塞姆。 I'm the lady's husband. Oh, hello. I'm Tom Ransome.
她这么高的时候我就认识她了。我们是老朋友了。 I've known this one since she was this high. We're very old friends.
是的，我看到了。我们来这里买马。 Yes, I can see. We came out here to buy some horses.
但很自然，玛哈拉尼不跟我们交易了。 But naturally, the maharani is out trading us.
哦,当然。我会照顾你的利益。 Oh, naturally. I'll look out for your interests.
艾斯基夫人，我要告你感情转移。 Lady Esketh, I shall sue you for alienation of affections.
汤姆对我装出一副无所谓的样子，可是到处都知道他疯狂地爱着我。 Tom pretends indifference to me, but it is known everywhere that he is madly in love with me.
至于你，兰瑟姆先生，我要告你诽谤。 And you, Mr. Ransome, I shall sue for slander.
我也要收。我要贿赂两个人 I shall collect too. I shall bribe both―
法官和陪审团。 the judge and the jury.
我想让你看看母马。 I want to show you the mares.
既然你是淑女了，我想你的行为也应该像个淑女吧? Well, now that you're a lady, I assume you're behaving like one?
但是，汤姆，你知道我一向很守规矩。 Oh, but, Tom, you know I always behave myself.
再来一次，阿洛妮娅。感觉好极了。 Just one more, please, Alonia. It feels wonderful.
弗恩，有人陪你。 Fern, you've got company.
弗恩·西蒙·梅萨希布? Fern Simon memsahib?
那是……我。 That's. . . me.
有殿下的口信。 Have message from Her Highness.
哦。谢谢你,女孩。 Oh. Thanks, girls.
来自女王陛下?是什么? From Her Highness? What is it?
“印度兰奇普尔的王公拉尼恭敬地请求…… "The Maharani of Ranchipur, India respectfully requests. . .
“尊贵而受人尊敬的弗恩·西蒙小姐…… "the distinguished and esteemed presence of Miss Fern Simon. . .
"在宴请尊贵尊贵的殿下客人的晚宴上，"英格兰诺勒姆和伦敦的艾伦勋爵和埃斯基斯夫人阁下。 "at dinner honoring distinguished and esteemed guests of Her Highness, "their Excellencies Lord Alan and Lady Esketh of Norham and London, England.
8点的时候。回复。” 8:00 p.m. RSVP."
不过她当然会来的。 But of course she'll come.
我告诉过你，女儿。我说过她会开始邀请我们。 I told you, daughter. I said she'd start inviting us.
你还记得我跟你说过的那个招待会吗? Do you remember that reception I told you about?
霍兰德奶奶呢?那是在事情理顺之后。 And Grandma Holland? Well, it was after things got straightened out.
我是说，南北战争。 I mean, the war between the states.
告诉殿下我很乐意接受。 Tell Her Highness I accept with pleasure.
我永远不会忘记你父亲带我跳的第一支舞。 I never will forget the first dance your father took me to.
那时我才16岁。他到得有点早，大概7点。 I was only 16. He got there kind of early, about 7:00.
他坐在客厅里——你不知道爸爸在那里，你走进房间，一针也没缝…… He was sittin' in the parlor― And you didn't know Pop was there, and you walked into the room without a single stitch on. . .
除了你的衬裙和几条衬裙。 except your slip and a couple dozen petticoats.
就在那天晚上，爸爸决定娶你。 And that was the night Pop decided to marry you.
我会穿我的绿色雪纺。 I'll wear my green chiffon.
这并不新鲜，但妈妈总是说:“质量好，莫德。质量。” It's not new, but Mother always said, "Quality, Maude. Quality."
妈妈，你没被邀请。我邀请。只有我。 Mother, you're not invited. I'm invited. Just me.
但你不能去那儿-哦，妈妈，别傻了。 But you can't go over there― Oh, Mother, don't be silly.
我以前也独自参加过派对。这不是耻辱。 I've gone to parties alone before. It's no disgrace.
要是哈里·罗德在就好了。我只知道他会 If only Harry Loder was here. I just know he'd―
那男孩为你疯狂，他愿意为你做任何事。 That boy's so crazy about you, there's nothin' in the world he wouldn't do for you.
我会租一辆车。不，但你不会想做 I'll rent a car. No, but you wouldn't want to do―
我以前怎么没想到呢?当然。 Why didn't I think of it before? Of course.
汤姆Ransome。为什么,是的! Tom Ransome. Why, yes!
他参加了玛哈拉尼的每一个派对。 He goes to every single one of the maharani's parties.
他人很好…至少在他清醒的时候。 And he's nice. . . when he's sober, anyway.
你可以看到他不怎么喝酒。 And you could see he doesn't drink too much.
但是，妈妈，我从没见过汤姆·兰瑟姆，你也没有。 But, Mother, I've never met Tom Ransome, and neither have you.
他很害羞，这就是原因。我就知道你们俩会合得来的。 He's shy, that's why. I just know you two would hit it off together.
他有那么多钱。 And he's got all that money.
你知道吗，我一直不明白他为什么 You know, I never could really understand why he―
嘘。小心些而已。她在听我们说的每一个字。 Shh. Be careful. She's listening to every word we're saying.
现在，我要进去收拾一下。 Now, I'm just gonna go in there and clean up.
然后我会走过去跟他说，兰瑟姆先生，我是莫德·西蒙。 Then I'm gonna go over there and I'm gonna say, "Mr. Ransome, I'm Maude Simon.
你一定认识我的女儿。” You surely know my little girl."
好了，妈妈，你赢了。我会让汤姆·兰瑟姆开车送我去宫殿再回来。 Okay, Mother, you win. I'll ask Tom Ransome to drive me to the palace and back.
但我会问的。好吧，女儿，你最清楚。 But I'll do the asking. Well, daughter, you know best.
现在，你进去，打扮一下，因为我得待在这里。 Now, you go in, get yourself all prettied up, 'cause I have to stay here.
我有件很严肃的事要跟艾米丽说。 I have something very serious I want to say to Emily.
很严重。 Very serious.
哦,你好。 Oh, hello.
我吓到你了吗?嗯，不太多。 Did I scare you? Well, not too much.
你是弗恩·西蒙，对吗? You're Fern Simon, aren't you?
我能跟你谈一下吗? May I talk to you just for a minute?
当然可以。来吧。坐下来。谢谢你！ Certainly. Come on. Sit down. Thank you.
要我给你弄杯喝的吗?哦，不，谢谢。 Can I fix you a drink? Oh, no, thanks.
你喝了很多酒，是吗? You drink a lot, don't you?
几乎不断。你为什么喝这么多? Almost constantly. Why do you drink so much?
我在学校学的是心理学如果你想让我给你一些可能的原因。 I studied psychology in school if you'd like me to give you a few possible reasons.
谢谢，不用了。我喝酒是因为我喜欢…… Thank you, no. I drink because I enjoy it. . .
还因为我找不到任何不去的理由 and because I don't see any good reason not to.
你怎么知道这么多我的饮酒习惯? How do you know so much about my drinking habits?
哦，每个人都喜欢。哦,真的吗? Oh, everybody does. Oh, really?
我是你所谓的被嘲笑的对象吗? Am I , uh, what you call an object of ridicule?
哦,不。没有人会笑。 Oh, no. Nobody ever laughs.
当然，我妈妈，你知道她怎么说吗? Of course, my mother, you know what she says?
她说:“女儿，你知道，男人所需要的，任何男人所需要的，是一个好女人来纠正他。” She says, "You know, daughter, all that man needs, all any man needs, is a good woman to straighten him out."
“我告诉你，女儿，我不明白…… "I tell you, daughter, I can't understand. . .
“一个人有那么多机会却没有为自己做得更多。 "how a man with all his opportunities didn't do more with himself.
“上过哈佛大学，你知道吗? "Went to Harvard College, you know?
再说，他有那么多钱。” Besides, he's got all that money."
你真好，弗恩。 You're nice, Fern.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
你现在觉得兰奇普尔怎么样? How do you like Ranchipur by now?
我不喜欢。你很快就要回学校了。 I don't. Well, you'll be going back to school soon.
爱荷华大学，对吗?这是。 University of Iowa, isn't it? It was.
我毕业。哦?现在怎么办呢?婚姻? I've graduated. Oh? Now what? Marriage?
那是我妈妈的主意，不是我的。 That's my mother's idea, but not mine.
她已经选好候选人了吗?你的赌注。 Has she picked out a candidate already? You bet.
哈利装填器。那个年轻的英国贵族。 Harry Loder. Oh, that young English pillar of respectability.
大学里还有你更喜欢的人吗? And there's somebody back at the university you like better?
哦,不。我想上师范学院。 Oh, no. I'd like to go to teachers' college.
爱荷华市有一家很好的。 There's a very good one in Iowa City.
看在上帝的份上，你为什么要这么做?我想教书。 For heaven's sakes, why do you wanna do that? I want to teach.
为什么?你难道不知道你永远教不了任何人任何事吗? Why? Don't you know you can never teach anybody anything?
再说了，你见过女博士吗? Besides, have you ever seen a lady Ph.D.?
你在取笑我。 You're making fun of me.
不。不，我从不取笑别人，除了我自己。 No. No, I never make fun of anybody, except myself.
事实上，我不太确定要不要当老师。 Actually, I'm-I'm not too sure about being a teacher.
也许我什么都不想成为。但我只是想知道我能不能。 Maybe I don't wanna be anything. But I'd just like to find out if I could be.
最重要的是，我想 Mostly, it's that I want to—
主要是你想一个人过一段时间，对吧? Mostly it's that you wanna be on your own for a while, hmm?
是的。 Yes.
你什么时候回去? How soon are you going back?
我不是。为什么? I'm not. Why?
除了我妈妈觉得这不是个好主意，我们也买不起。 Aside from my mother thinking it's a bad idea, we can't afford it.
哦。嗯，芬，谁知道呢? Oh. Well, Fern, who knows?
也许奇迹会发生。 Maybe a miracle'll happen.
你知道，在你这个年纪，他们有时会这样。 They sometimes do, you know, at your age.
我听说你是工程师。 I'd heard you were an engineer.
没错，我是工程师。 That's right, I was an engineer.
你什么时候做的?很久以前了。 When did you do this? Quite a while ago.
你可以拒绝，我当然理解。 You can say no, and I'll certainly understand.
这既荒谬又尴尬，我试着跟我妈解释过，但你知道她的脾气。 It's ridiculous and embarrassing, and I tried to explain to my mother, but you know how she is.
不管怎样，你听到她的情况了，但我不得不说我会问你的。 Anyway, you heard how she is, but I had to say I'd ask you.
我几乎可以肯定答案是肯定的，但是，假设你告诉我问题是什么。 Well, I'm almost sure the answer will be yes, but, uh, suppose you tell me what the question is.
哦! Oh!
嗯，王公邀请我参加今晚埃斯基思家的晚宴… Well, the maharani invited me to that dinner for the Eskeths tonight. . .
也没有问我的家人。 and didn't ask my family.
我妈妈说我必须去，我也不知道为什么王公会邀请我。 And my mother says I have to go, and I don't know why the maharani invited me anyway.
哦，我喜欢。王公认为你很有装饰性。 Oh, I do. The maharani thinks you'll be very decorative.
她说得对。 And she's right.
我妈妈似乎认为如果我一个人去会毁了我的名声。 My mother seems to think my reputation would be ruined if I went alone.
你所要做的就是带我去那里，然后把我带回来。 All you'd have to do would be to take me there and bring me back.
我很乐意带你去，西蒙小姐。 I shall be very happy to take you, Miss Simon.
你不需要这么有礼貌，你知道的。我知道。 You don't have to be polite, you know. I know.
谢谢。 Thanks.
你见过埃斯基斯夫人了吗?哦,是的。 Have you met Lady Esketh yet? Oh, yes.
埃斯基斯夫人和我是老朋友了。 Lady Esketh and I are old friends.
我曾经在杂志上读过一篇关于她的报道。不可能都是真的。 I read a story about her in a magazine once. It can't all be true.
每一个字，还有很多他们不敢发表的东西。 Every word of it, and a lot they wouldn't dare print.
哇! Wow!
我妈妈告诉我，见到她对我很有好处。 And my mother told me it would do me a lot of good to meet her.
好吧，我们这么说吧。我不认为这对你有任何伤害。 Well, let's just put it this way. I don't think it'll do you any harm.
嘿，你最好回家去准备一下。 Hey, you'd better run along home and get ready.
你只有几个小时了。哦。谢谢。 You've only got a couple of hours. Oh. Thanks.
我七点半左右准备好。正确的。 I'll be ready about 7:30. Right.
原谅我。萨夫提医生迟到了。 Excuse me. Dr. Safti's late.
我们五分钟后去吃晚饭。 We will go in to dinner in five minutes.
只是该多喝一杯马提尼了。 Just time for the one martini too many.
或者两个太多了。 Or two too many.
Fern。你好，Safti医生。 Fern. Hello, Dr. Safti.
晚上好，医生。汤姆。你好。 Good evening, Doctor. Tom. Hello.
阿多尼夫妇。拉希德。 Mr. and Mrs. Adoani. Rashid.
对不起，我迟到了。我几乎根本来不了。 I am sorry I'm late. I almost could not come at all.
一个婴儿要求以艰难的方式出生。 A baby was demanding to be born the hard way.
我原谅你了。你一直都是。 You're forgiven. You always are.
我有一种感觉，一个人总是被原谅是不好的。 I have a feeling it is not good for a man always to be forgiven.
你看起来气色不错。可能，这并不好…… You look well. Possibly, it is not good. . .
对于一个女人来说，总是被夸她有多漂亮。 for a woman always to be told how well she looks.
埃斯基斯大人和夫人，这位是萨夫提医生。 Lord and Lady Esketh, this is Dr. Safti.
Esketh女士。我一直很期待见到你。 Lady Esketh. I've been looking forward to meeting you.
我非常欣赏你的书。你真是太好了。 I admired your book very much. You're very kind.
我听说你是命中注定的人。我从来没见过。 I'm told you're a man of destiny. I've never met one before.
玛哈拉尼是一个不小心说出真相的女人。 The maharani is a woman who uses the truth with, uh, carelessness.
玛哈拉尼是个饿坏了的女人。 The maharani's a woman who is famished.
此外，厨师会让小龙虾变冷。 Besides, the cook will have allowed the carry of crayfish to become cold.
砍掉他的头! Off with his head !
你好。哦，你好，弗恩。 Hi. Oh, hello, Fern.
音乐让你受不了吗?不。我喜欢它。 The, uh, music too much for you? No. I like it.
我不明白。你不需要这样做。 I don't understand it. You're not expected to.
他们告诉我，这需要500年。 That takes about 500 years, they tell me.
兰瑟姆先生-你可以叫我汤姆。 Mr. Ransome― You can call me Tom, you know.
汤姆，你很有钱吗? Tom, are you pretty rich?
我可不这么说。我，呃… I'd hardly say that. I , uh―
我是那种通常被称为相当稳定的人。 I am what is usually called fairly well-fixed.
这意味着我的钱只比舒适地生活多一点… That means I have just a little more than enough to live on comfortably. . .
如果我活不长的话。 if I don't live too long.
哦。你失望了。 Oh. You're disappointed.
为什么?哦,没什么。 Why? Oh, nothing.
我只是在想。哦，得了吧。告诉我。 I was just thinking. Oh, come on. Tell me.
如果我向你借1000美元，你会说什么? What would you say if I asked you to lend me $1,000?
嗯，我得考虑一分钟。我可能会说是的。 Well, I'd have to think it over a minute. I might say yes.
我想这取决于你要它做什么。 I suppose it might depend on what you wanted it for.
还是说这不关我的事?哦，当然了。 Or is that none of my business? Oh, sure it is.
你看，只要1000美元，我就可以回到学校，交学费，一直活到我拿到学位…… You see, for $1,000, I could go back to school and pay for my tuition and live until I got my degree. . .
如果我为董事会工作，我一直都是这样做的。 if I worked for my board, and I've always done that.
等我当了老师，我就可以还给你了。 After I become a teacher, I could pay you back.
当然，我不是真的在请求你。我知道。 Of course, I'm not really asking you. I know.
弗恩，这个地方大约有雪松瀑布市一半小…… Fern, this place is about half again as small as Cedar Falls. . .
就流言而言，就是这样。 as far as gossip goes, that is.
现在，我的名声不重要了。 Now, my reputation doesn't matter.
已经很糟糕了。 It's already pretty bad.
是的，我确定是这样。 Yes, I'm sure it is.
在兰奇普尔没什么好谈的。 There's not too much to talk about here in Ranchipur.
我担心的是你的名声。 It's your reputation I'm worried about.
你觉得那些老女人会怎么说? What do you think all the old ladies would say?
不要紧。记住，我并没有问你。 Never mind. Remember, I-I didn't really ask you.
弗恩，我很乐意借钱给你。我真的很想，但是- Fern, I'd be glad to lend you the money. I really would, but―
你看不出来吗?我就是做不到。 Can't you see? I just can't do it.
现在你生气了。 Now you're angry.
只是失望。 Just disappointed.
听着，我不会做任何承诺，但我会想办法帮你回学校。 Look, I won't make any promises, but I'll try somehow to help you get back to school.
我发誓?我发誓。 Word of honor? Word of honor.
谢谢。现在我想我们最好进去。 Thanks. Now I think we'd better go inside.
我相信阿多尼夫人已经对我们的行动做出了自己的判断。 I'm sure Mrs. Adoani has already formed her own conclusions as to what we're doing out here.
汤姆，过来，对我好一点。 Tom, come here and be nice to me.
他们在谈论猎杀老虎。 They're talking about the tiger hunt.
我很无聊。我需要有人牵着我的手。 I'm bored. I need someone to hold my hand.
我很乐意握着你的手。 I'll be happy to hold your hand.
但恐怕我对打猎的话题没多大贡献。 But I'm afraid I won't contribute much to the hunting talk.
我已经射够了。事实上，这些天当我读到一个猎人射杀了另一个猎人时，我很高兴。 I've had my fill of shooting. As a matter of fact, these days I'm delighted when I read that one hunter has shot another.
嗯，在某种程度上，我同意汤姆的看法。 Well, in a way, I agree with Tom.
但是一个食人兽袭击了北部的两个村庄。 But a man-eater has attacked two villages in the north.
他必须被除掉。当然，我承认这项运动也很吸引我。 He must be done away with. Of course, I admit the sport appeals to me too.
对我也是。我喜欢狩猎旅行。 And to me. I love safaris.
很好。后天凌晨四点。 Good. Day after tomorrow then at 4:00 a.m.
你答应过要给我看蒙兀儿的画。 You promised to show me the mogul paintings.
我没有忘记。我会派拉克玛尼亚和你一起去。 I had not forgotten. I'll send Lachmaania with you.
下面很黑。 It is very dark down there.
谢谢，但我相信我能记得电灯开关在哪里。 Thank you, but I believe I can remember where the light switch is.
我很累。已经很晚了。 I am very tired. It is very late.
我该睡觉了。我们不会太久的。 It is my bedtime. We won't be long.
他们每个人都有自己的故事。 They each have a story, you know.
这些故事几乎都是悲伤的，而且通常是关于爱情的。 The stories are almost always sad, and usually about love.
在很多蹩脚的英文小说里，我们称之为单恋。 What in so many bad English novels is called unrequited love.
爱情得不到满足的折磨? The torment of love unsatisfied?
太好了。但不是很有创意。 That's very good. But not very original.
是一位名叫艾略特的诗人先说的。T.S.艾略特先生。 A poet named Eliot said it first. A Mr. T.S. Eliot.
我熟悉托马斯·斯特恩斯·艾略特先生的作品。 I am familiar with the works of Mr. Thomas Stearns Eliot.
这个叫《风筝》 Uh, this one is called The Kite.
在印度，当一个男孩想告诉一个女孩他对她感兴趣时，他会操纵他的风筝，让它落在她的前院。 In India, when a boy wants to tell a girl he's interested in her, he maneuvers his kite so that it falls into her front yard.
如果她捡起来带进去，他会很高兴，因为他知道他有机会了。 If she picks it up and takes it inside, he is elated because he knows he has a chance.
如果她把风筝留在那里，那就意味着她根本不关心这个男孩，他是孤独的。 If she leaves the kite there, it means that she cares nothing for the boy, and he is desolate.
一个人需要非常了解如何处理风筝… One needs to know a great deal about handling a kite. . .
让它落在正确的前院。 to cause it to fall into the correct front yard.
当一个女孩想要一个年轻男人的注意时，她会做什么? What does a girl do when she wants a young man's attention?
嗯，如果她是个年轻的女士，她只会日渐消瘦。 Well, if she were a young lady, she would simply pine away.
在我的国家，情况恰恰相反。 Well, in my country, it's just the opposite.
所有的求爱都是这位年轻女士做的。 The young lady does all the courting.
当她想让那个年轻人跟她说话时，她会丢下手绢。 When she wanted the young man to speak to her, she would drop her handkerchief.
这被认为是非常过时的。 Now that's considered terribly old-fashioned.
反正也不是很有效。 It was never very effective anyway.
她现在做什么? What does she do now?
这要看是哪位年轻女士了。 Well, it depends on the young lady.
害羞的人垂下眼睛。 The shy ones drop their eyes.
其他人只是看看他们想要什么。 The others just look at what they want.
当然，我们还有几个像你们印度女孩一样的。 Of course, we still have a few who are like your Indian girls.
他们只是慢慢消瘦。 They simply pine away.
我不相信你对你想要的东西有多少渴望。 I do not believe you have done much pining for what you want.
你以为我只是看看? You think I just look?
我觉得你很漂亮。 I think you are very beautiful.
然后呢?这还不够吗? And? Isn't that enough?
“美貌比黄金更容易引起小偷的注意。” "Beauty provoketh thieves sooner than gold."
这也不是很有创意。 That's not very original either.
是一位名叫莎士比亚的诗人先说的。莎士比亚先生。 A poet named Shakespeare said it first. A Mr. W. Shakespeare.
你还有别的想法吗?关于我的吗? What else do you think. . . about me?
我想已经很晚了…… I think it is very late. . .
而且除非我们回去，否则玛哈拉尼就要大发雷霆了。 and that unless we get back, the maharani is going to have one of her tantrums.
你擅长放风筝吗? Are you good at flying kites?
我从来没有放过风筝。我从来没有时间去学习。 I have never flown a kite. I never had time to learn how.
我本不想早说的，殿下，但我找到了您的手表。 I didn't want to mention it earlier, Your Highness, but I found your watch.
像往常一样，阿卜杜勒得到了它。他告诉我是谁卖给他的 As usual, Abdular had it. He told me who sold it to him―
我知道是谁卖给他的。这块表只有情感价值。 I know who sold it to him. The watch has only a sentimental value.
我就在宫殿里逮捕他。 I shall make the arrest right here in the palace.
我会悄悄地做这件事。你的脸皮厚得跟牛一样。 I will do it quietly. You have the thick skin of an ox.
我不希望有人被逮捕。 I do not wish an arrest to be made.
我要亲自跟那孩子说。 I shall myself speak to the boy.
再见。我将辞职。我将成为一个小偷。 Good-bye. I shall resign. I shall become a thief.
在这样一个地方，违法更受尊重… In such a place as this one, it's more respected for breaking the law. . .
而不是去执行它。 than for attempting to enforce it.
非常感谢，殿下。 Thank you very much, Your Highness.
Esketh女士。主Esketh。 Lady Esketh. Lord Esketh.
晚安，各位。晚安，各位。 Good night. Good night.
殿下，今晚过得很愉快。谢谢你！ Your Highness, it's been a wonderful evening. Thank you.
晚安，殿下。埃斯凯斯夫人，请稍等片刻。 Good night, Your Highness. Lady Esketh, stay for a moment.
我想和你谈谈。 I would like to speak to you.
我们可以早上再谈。 We can talk in the morning.
请稍等片刻。 Stay for a moment, please.
晚安，艾伦。我马上就上去。 Good night, Alan. I'll be up in a minute.
现在，请给我一支烟。 And now, I will take one of your cigarettes, please.
我喜欢在睡觉前喝一杯。 I like to have one before I go to sleep.
它使我的神经平静下来。 It quiets my nerves.
你觉得我的客人怎么样? How did you like my guests?
我非常喜欢他们，尤其是萨夫蒂医生。 I liked them very much, especially Dr. Safti.
我告诉过你他很了不起，但我没告诉你原因和程度。 I told you that he was extraordinary, but I didn't tell you why or how much.
他的父母是贱民。 His father and mother were untouchables.
他们死于霍乱后，我们把他带到王宫和我们一起生活。 After they died of cholera, we brought him to the palace to live with us.
我把他养大。 I raised him.
他在德里上的大学。 He went to college in Delhi.
在那之后，他在监狱里呆了五年。 And after that, he spent five years in prison.
他在自由运动中太活跃了。 He had been too active in the freedom movement.
他是个很聪明的人，但他没有经验。 He's a very wise man, but he's not experienced. . .
在，呃，在心灵的问题上。 in, uh, in matters of the heart.
没有人能做到。 No one ever is.
埃斯基斯夫人，在印度，我们有时会在不愿鞠躬微笑的时候鞠躬微笑。 Lady Esketh, in India, we sometimes bow and smile when we do not wish to bow and smile.
我知道。 I know.
在我们国家我们也有凉亭和微笑。我不是他们中的一员。 We have bowers and smilers in my country too. I'm not one of them.
我将开门见山。 I shall come directly to the point.
在你来之前，我就不嫌麻烦了… Before you arrived, I took the trouble. . .
看看报纸上关于你的报道。 to read the many newspaper stories written about you.
我发现你被认为是一个自私的女人。 I find that you are believed to be a selfish woman.
我像爱儿子一样爱他，我也很早就认识到他对兰奇普尔是必要的。 I love him as a son, and I also very early recognized that he was necessary to Ranchipur.
我不允许任何事情妨碍他的事业。 I will have nothing interfere with his career.
我无意干涉他的事业。 I have no intention of interfering with his career.
但你凭什么这么确定他需要什么，想要什么? But what makes you so sure about what he needs and what he wants?
也许积累一些感情方面的经验对他有好处。 Maybe it would do him good to get experience in matters of the heart.
你为什么不让他自己去发现呢? Why don't you let him find out for himself?
我也很自私。 I'm selfish too.
但不是为了我自己，是为了兰奇普尔。 But not for myself― for Ranchipur.
为了兰奇普尔，我会尽我所能。 For Ranchipur, I will do what is necessary.
还有别的事吗，埃斯基斯夫人?不，谢谢你，露易丝。 Will there be anything more, Lady Esketh? No, thank you, Louise.
晚安，各位。晚安，夫人。 Good night. Good night, milady.
你想要什么，艾伦?和你谈谈。 What do you want, Alan? To talk to you.
快到晚饭时间了。我们可以晚点再谈。 It's almost time for dinner. We can talk later.
晚一点就太晚了。我们现在谈谈。 Later will be too late. We'll talk now.
今天是我生日。 Today was my birthday.
生日快乐，亲爱的艾伦。 Well, happy birthday, Alan dear.
你知道，十年前，当我在柏林投炸弹的时候，我愿意付出一切来确定我还能再活10年，甚至10分钟。 You know, 10 years ago, when I was dropping bombs on Berlin, I'd have given anything to know for sure that I had 10 more years, or even 10 minutes.
我有10年了。 Well, I've had 10 years.
今天来这里的路上，当你如此积极地试图勾引萨夫提医生时，我问自己那段时间都发生了什么，我自己也发生了什么。 On the way up here today while you were so energetically trying to seduce Dr. Safti, I asked myself what had become of all that time, and of me.
我已经所剩无几了。所以呢? There's not much left of me. So?
但足以让我知道你让我恶心。 But enough to know that you disgusted me.
我为此感到高兴。这证明我身上还有点尊严。 I was glad of that. It proves that I still have a little decency left in me.
艾伦，我对你无聊的自我分析一点兴趣都没有。 Alan, I'm not in the least interested in your dreary self-analysis.
不，你就是，埃德温娜。你很感兴趣。 Oh, yes, you are, Edwina. You're very interested.
因为我要取消交易。我要退出了。 Because I'm calling the deal off. I'm bowing out.
明天狩猎结束后我就回拉合尔。 I'm going back to Lahore right after the hunt tomorrow.
我已经订了星期五的机票。我要独自去英国。 I've made plane reservations for Friday. I'm leaving for England alone.
我真的认为高温影响了你的思维。 I really think the heat must have affected your mind.
然后我就会启动离婚程序。 And then I'm going to start divorce proceedings.
你说完了吗? Are you finished?
是的，我做完了。好吧，我不是。 Yes, I'm finished. Well, I'm not.
你有多少次这样的勇气闪现? How many times have you had these small flashes of courage?
有多少次你爬回来了… And how many times have you come crawling back. . .
如此卑微，如此卑贱，如此自怜自怜? so humble, so abject, so full of self-pity?
这次，我不想让你回来。但你会的，埃德温娜。 Well, this time, I don't want you back. But you will, Edwina.
你会感到孤独和害怕。 You'll get lonely and scared.
这一次，我不会再回来了。 And this time, I won't come back.
替我向萨夫提医生道歉。 Oh, uh, give my apologies to Dr. Safti.
我将在帐篷里吃晚饭。 I'll have dinner in my tent.
这是过去一个半小时里的第18根烟了。 That's the 18th cigarette in the last hour and a half.
这重要吗?不。 Does it matter? No.
我想我是不高兴了。 I guess I'm upset.
你没听到晚饭前我帐篷里的喊叫声吗? Didn't you hear the shouting in my tent just before dinner?
我去散步了。 I took a walk.
艾伦和我吵了一架。 Well, Alan and I had a fight.
他对我说了可怕的话，大部分都是真的。 He said terrible things to me, most of which are true.
你不喜欢我，是吗? You don't approve of me, do you?
今天一路走来，你都很有礼貌但很疏远。 All the way up here today, you were very polite but very distant.
我觉得是因为你不喜欢我的生活方式。 I think it's because you don't like the way I've lived.
我有我的方式，你有你的。 Well, I have my way, and you have yours.
是的。 Yes.
我有我的方式，但我不是天生的。 I have my way, but I was not born with it.
经过多年的探索、思考和痛苦才发现它。 It took years of search and of thought and of anguish to discover it.
当我这么做的时候，事情很简单，我笑出声来。 And when I did, it was so simple that I laughed aloud.
我发现行善是不够的。 I had found that to do good was not enough.
做个好人就够了。 To be good was all.
如果一个人是善良的，那么他就不会对自己或对任何人做错。 If a man is good, then he can do no wrong to himself or to anyone else.
赞成你吗，埃斯凯斯夫人? Approve of you, Lady Esketh?
不，我不赞成你。 No, I do not approve of you.
我也不赞成我所做的事。 I do not approve of what I have done either.
我知道那天晚上在宫殿里发生了什么。 I knew what was happening in the palace the other night.
我鼓励这样做。那是我的错。我道歉。 I encouraged it. That was wrong of me. I apologize.
现在，我要说晚安了。 And now, I'll say good night.
你有没有想过我可能很孤独? Did it ever occur to you that I might be lonely?
非常孤独。 Very lonely.
我想知道你已经说过多少次了… I wonder how many times you have said that. . .
它成功了多少次。 and how many times it has succeeded.
我不希望被列入你的名单。 I do not wish to be added to your list.
我不想成为“那个在印度的人……” I do not want to be, "The one in India. . .
我记得是在一个叫兰奇普尔的偏僻省份。 "in an obscure province called Ranchipur, as I recall.
“我忘了他的名字，但他的皮肤是棕色的。 "I forget his name, but his skin was brown.
我确实记得他的肤色。” I do remember the color of his skin."
我现在想去我的帐篷。你知道路。 I'd like to go to my tent now. You know the way.
不是很远。 It's not very far.
不要动。 Don't move.
阻止它。停止它! Stop it. Stop it!
在那里。在那里。在那里。它消失了。 There. There. There. It's gone away.
安静。安静,现在。 Quiet. Quiet, now.
主Esketh吗? Lord Esketh?
主Esketh !在老虎被剥了皮之前，永远不能断定他已经死了。 Lord Esketh! Until the tiger is skinned, it's never safe to assume he's dead.
他真是个美人儿。他应该有十四五岁。 He's a real beauty. He must be 14 or 15 years old.
出什么事了吗，埃斯基斯夫人? Is there anything wrong, Lady Esketh?
我不知道，露易丝。我觉得不舒服。 I don't know, Louise. I don't feel well.
我浑身发冷。 I get these awful chills.
Esketh大人。发生了什么事? Esketh sahib. What's happened?
先生走-先生走- Esketh sahib go― Esketh sahib go―
死了!死了! Dead ! Dead !
他死了吗?他死了吗? Is he dead? Is he dead?
他伤得很重。我不知道有多糟糕。 He's badly hurt. I don't know how badly.
你现在已经很好了。再过一周或十天，你就可以返回英国了。 You're coming along fine now. In a week or 10 days, you'll be on your way back to England.
你不知道该对一个救了你命的人说什么。 It's very difficult to know what to say to a man who's saved your life.
“谢谢”就够了，你已经说过好几次了。 "Thank you" is enough, and you've already said that several times.
尤其是当你不确定自己是否想被拯救的时候。 Particularly if you're not sure that you wanted saved.
现在去睡一会儿吧。 Get some sleep now.
你需要充足的睡眠。 You need a lot of sleep.
萨夫提医生，你爱上我妻子了吗? Dr. Safti, are you in love with my wife?
五天了，它一直在这个房间里 For five days now, it has been in this room with us―
你要问的问题，我要给的答案。 the question you had to ask, the answer I had to give.
这违反了所有的规则。 It's contrary to all the rules.
一个可敬的人该怎么对另一个人说呢? How does one honorable man say it to another?
或者说，“是的，这是真的。 Or is it enough to say, "Yes, it is true.
我爱上了你的妻子" I am in love with your wife"?
我为你感到难过。 I'm very sorry for you.
你是个重要的人。其他人都没有，包括我。 You're a man who matters. None of the others have, including me.
包括我在内。 Very much including me.
埃德温娜毁掉别人的时候我一般都袖手旁观。 I usually stand by and watch while Edwina destroys people.
她对侏儒的毁灭令我不感兴趣。 Her destruction of midgets doesn't interest me.
但你不是侏儒，萨夫提医生。 But you are not a midget, Dr. Safti.
这一次，我不会袖手旁观。 And this time, I'm not gonna stand by and watch.
我走的时候想带上埃德温娜。我知道你一直在和她约会。 I want to take Edwina with me when I leave. I know you've been seeing her.
我不想让你再见到她。 I don't want you to see her anymore.
我觉得埃德温娜不会和你一起去。 I do not think Edwina will go with you.
除非她不允许，否则我会再见到她。 And unless she forbids it, I shall see her again.
她跟我说过你们的婚姻。 She has told me about the kind of marriage you have.
她吗?关于这一切? Has she? All about it?
她跟你说了我们在百慕大度蜜月的事，还有她在那里遇到的那个阿根廷人? She told you about our honeymoon in Bermuda, and the Argentinean she met there?
关于罗马呢?马德里吗?卡萨布兰卡? And about Rome? Madrid? Casablanca?
结局总是一样的。埃德温娜厌倦了人。 The ending is always the same. Edwina tires of people.
她很容易累，然后她就写一张支票。 She tires very easily, and then she simply writes out a check.
当然，这对你没用。 That won't do for you, of course.
我现在不吃安眠药了。 I will leave the sleeping pill now.
当她准备离开你的时候，她会哭的。 When she's ready to leave you, she'll cry.
你会发现她的眼泪很动人。我一直都是。 You'll find her tears very moving. I always have.
弱者和恶人。我更喜欢恶人。它们是可以对抗的。 The weak and the wicked. I prefer the wicked. They can be fought.
你们西方人都一样吗?我见过很多像你这样的人。 Are you Westerners all alike? I've seen so many like you.
那么虔诚，那么迷人，那么多影子，那么少实质。 So pious, so radiant with charm, so much shadow and so little substance.
我试着教会自己不要去恨。 I've tried to teach myself not to hate.
我想我成功了。我不恨你。 I think I have succeeded. I do not hate you.
我——我同情你。 I― I pity you.
是的，我非常爱埃德温娜，我知道她所做的一切，她的一切。 Yes, I'm very much in love with Edwina, and I know all she has done and all she has been.
我知道，我不在乎。 I know, and I do not care.
我爱她。 I love her.
当我回来的时候，我就是你的医生。 When I come back, it will be as your doctor.
你跟艾伦说的话是认真的吗? Did you really mean what you told Alan?
我做过什么，做过什么都不重要吗? That it doesn't matter what I've done, what I've been?
我是认真的。 I meant it.
我还告诉他我爱你。 I also told him I loved you.
我也是这个意思。 I meant that too.
你是什么时候开始爱我的? When did you first know that you loved me?
这是女人总是会问的问题，但她们根本不应该问。 That is a question women invariably ask and never should.
这个问题无法回答。 It cannot be answered.
当爱来临时，这是无法解释的… It is as impossible to explain when love comes. . .
至于为什么。 as to explain why.
也许是在狩猎营地，或者是那天下午…… At the hunting camp, perhaps, or that afternoon. . .
我们坐在院子里听音乐学校的女孩唱歌。 we sat in the patio and listened to the girl singing in the music school.
还有昨晚你和我一起去禁入区。 Or last night when you went with me into the untouchable quarter.
或者是半小时前埃斯基斯告诉我他认为你是什么的时候。 Or half an hour ago when Esketh was telling me what he thinks you are.
我知道你是什么。 I know what you are.
我现在知道，你比我所见过的，比任何人所见过的都要难得多。 I know now that you are so much more than I had seen, than anyone had seen.
你是对的，关于我第一天晚上的想法。 You were right, you know, about what I was thinking that first night.
甚至在狩猎营地。 And even in the hunting camp.
我从未见过像你这样的人，我被你吸引了。 I had never met anyone like you before, and I was attracted to you.
但仅此而已。这就是全部。 But that was all. That was absolutely all.
现在呢? And now?
现在，事情变得更严重了，我很害怕。 Now, it's so much more that I'm-I'm scared.
我的呢?不。 Of me? No.
的自己。 Of myself.
看着我。 Look at me.
你可以改变。你可以成长和改变。我相信这一点。 You can change. You can grow and change. I believe that.
我完全相信。 I believe it completely.
有时候人们希望自己能有所改变。 Sometimes people wish they could change.
有时，他们甚至会尝试。 And sometimes, they even try.
但这从来都行不通。 But it never works.
它可以。 It can.
当我在监狱的时候，我们每个人都有一小块土地。 When I was in prison, each of us who wished had a tiny plot of land.
土壤又薄又酸，不肥沃。 The soil was thin and sour and unfertile.
但如果我们足够努力，我们就能种植出精美的花朵。 But if we worked hard enough, we were able to grow exquisite flowers.
世界上最美丽的花。 The most beautiful flowers in the world.
我需要你。但我们永远不能住在这里。 I need you. But we could never live here.
没有你，我无法生活在任何地方。 I could never live anywhere without you.
你在别的地方也会很痛苦。 And you'll be miserable anyplace else.
如果没有你，我将一生痛苦。 Unless I have you, I shall be miserable all my life.
但这是不对的，亲爱的。 But it's wrong, darling.
一切都是错的。 Everything about it's wrong.
只有我。我明白了。 It's just me. So I see.
桑达说你马上就回来，所以我想就当自己家吧。 Sundar said you'd be right back, so I thought I'd make myself at home.
你在那沙发上睡过吗? Have you ever slept on that couch?
这看起来很难，但我想我一晚上都不会介意。 It looks pretty hard, but I don't think I'll mind it for just one night.
此外，我可以在任何地方睡觉。上学时，我和其他26个女生睡在一个宿舍里。 Besides, I can sleep anywhere. At school, I slept in a dormitory with 26 other girls.
你想不想和26个女人睡在一个房间里? How would you like to sleep in a room with 26 women?
哦，我话太多了。我一紧张就会这么做。 Oh, I'm talking too much. I always do that when I get nervous.
有些人咬指甲。 Some people bite their fingernails.
我以前认识一个男孩，他会倒着背《诗篇》第23篇。 I used to know a boy who would recite the 23rd Psalm backwards.
我英语课上有个女生经常洗冷水澡。 And there was this girl in my English class who took cold showers.
有一天，她吃了六片。她有期末考试。 One day, she took six. She had a final exam.
人们做不同的事情。有些人喝酒。 People do different things. Some people drink.
现在，假设你安静下来，告诉我你在说什么。 Now, suppose you quiet down and tell me what you're talking about.
嗯，事情的真相是 Well, the truth of the matter is―
拐弯抹角是没有用的。明早就会传遍兰奇普尔。 There's no use beating around the bush. It'll be all over Ranchipur by tomorrow morning.
我离家出走了。 I've run away from home.
你不觉得你太老了吗? Well, don't you think you're a little old for that?
你想干什么，加入马戏团吗?不，我是认真的。 What are you gonna do, join a circus? No, I'm serious.
真的，我是。我留了张纸条，别在枕头上。 Really, I am. I left a note, pinned it to my pillow.
看得出来，你连一条基本规则都没学会。 I can see you haven't learned one of the basic rules.
永远不要写便条。也许你该改变主意了。 Never write a note. You might wanna change your mind.
我就知道!这是我编的关于你的故事之一。 I knew it! That's one of the stories I made up about you.
你看，我是对的。我说他失恋了。 And you see, I was right. I said he's been disappointed in love.
有个金发女人，她说她会在他上战场的时候等他。 There was this blonde woman, and she said she'd wait for him when he went off to the wars.
然后，当他在这个孤独的南太平洋岛屿上时，她给他写了一封信。 And then, when he was on this lonely South Pacific island, she wrote him a letter.
她告诉他，除非他把信买回来，否则就会有麻烦。 She told him unless he bought back his letters, there'd be trouble.
我不知道。也许我漏了一两句话。 I don't know. Maybe I missed a sentence or two.
我似乎失去了思路。 I seem to have lost the thread.
你到底在说什么? Just what are you talking about?
你。我以前经常看着你走过使团，你总是那么痛苦和愤怒。 You. I used to watch you when you walked past the mission, and you always looked so bitter and angry.
我以前经常编故事告诉你你是怎么变成那样的。金发女郎就是其中之一。 I used to make up stories how you got that way. The blonde was one of them.
你误以为是痛苦和愤怒的只是宿醉。 What you mistook for bitterness and anger was only a hangover.
而且根本就没有金发女郎。 And there never was a blonde.
嘿，你都湿透了。你想干什么，感冒致死吗? Hey, you're soaking wet. What are you trying to do, catch your death of cold?
哦,不。我从不感冒。我好多年没感冒了。 Oh, no. I never catch colds. I haven't had a cold in years.
我要你去卧室把身体擦干。 I want you to go into the bedroom and dry yourself off.
你可以穿上我的衣服。 You can put on some of my clothes.
那我给你泡杯上好的热白兰地。 Then I'll make you a nice, hot brandy.
然后我带你回家。 And then I'm going to take you home.
好的。但我不回家。 Okay. But I'm not going home.
我告诉过你。我要睡在那个沙发上。 I told you. I'm going to sleep on that couch.
好了，就这些了。不过我说了"我根本不喜欢哈里·罗德" Well, that's about all. Oh, except I said, "I don't even like Harry Loder."
我砰地关上门，跑回房间写了纸条。 And I slammed the door, ran to my room and wrote my note.
母亲因头痛而上床睡觉。然后你就闯进来了。 Mother went to bed with one of her sick headaches. And then you barged in here.
你喝完这杯酒，我就开车送你回家。 Now, as soon as you finish that drink, I'm driving you home.
你得在你妈妈发现之前把纸条撕了。 You've got to tear up that note before your mother finds it.
你好像不明白。 You don't seem to understand.
我整晚都得待在这里。那我的名声就毁了。 I have to stay here all night. Then my reputation will be ruined.
当然，我会告诉所有人，包括我妈妈，我睡在沙发上。 Of course, I'll tell everybody, including my mother, that I slept on the couch.
她不会相信的，其他人也不会。 She won't believe that, neither will anybody else.
所以，你看，哈里·罗德不会和我有任何关系。 So, you see, Harry Loder won't have anything to do with me.
那他们就得把我送回学校。 Then they'll have to send me back to school.
我改变主意了。你没时间喝完你的酒了。 I've changed my mind. You haven't got time to finish your drink.
我现在就送你回家。 I'm taking you home right now.
为什么?因为我说了，这就是原因。 Why? Because I said so, that's why.
你的心胸应该很开阔。 And you're supposed to be so broad-minded.
我以为你会帮我。是的，但不是这样。 I thought you were going to help me. I am, but not this way.
来，把这个穿上。 Here, put this on.
不要紧。带我回家。 Never mind. Take me home.
你准备好走了吗? You ready to go now?
我想是的。我很抱歉吻了你。 I guess so. I'm sorry I kissed you.
我不是。我很高兴。 I'm not. I'm very glad.
非常。听我说，弗恩。回家了。滚出去。 Very. Listen to me, Fern. Go home. Get out of here.
快逃命吧。你不了解我。我现在喝醉了。 Run for your life. You don't know me. I'm drunk now.
我几乎总是喝醉。请让我走吧。 I'm nearly always drunk. Please let me go.
我还没说完呢。你说得对，西蒙小姐。 I'm not finished yet. You were right, Miss Simon.
我生命中有个女人。我曾经有个情妇，一个眼神温柔诱人的情妇。 There was a woman in my life. I had a mistress once, a soft-eyed seductive mistress.
她的名字叫理想主义。 Her name was Idealism.
当我加入空军时，我认为我是个了不起的人。 I thought I was quite a fellow when I joined the air force.
汤姆·兰瑟姆，梦想家。那是我。 Tom Ransome, dreamer. That was me.
有龙要被杀死，我要杀死它们。 There were dragons to be slain, and I was going to slay them.
在那之后，我们将开始建设一个美好的世界。 After that, we'd start building a good world.
当我从空军退役时，我有一箱奖章。 When I got out of the air force, I had a chestful of medals.
我长大了一点，但我仍然有我的梦想。 I was a little older, but I still had my dreams.
我想如果你足够幸运还活着，你应该学到一些东西。 I thought if you were lucky enough to still be alive, you ought to have learned something.
你应该比以前更强壮。 You ought to be bigger than you'd been before.
我错了。 I was wrong.
车更大了。 The cars were bigger.
开这些车的人都比较小。 The people who drove them were smaller.
仍然是踢打和打斗。 It was still kick and claw and fight.
我反击了一会儿。后来有一天，我对自己说:“为什么? I fought back for a while. Then one day, I said to myself, "Why?
何苦呢?” Why bother?"
我不需要钱。我没必要参与这一切。 I didn't need the money. I-I didn't have to be a part of what was going on.
我甚至都不想看。 I didn't even wanna watch it.
一天晚上，我坐上了飞机。我开始寻找一个不用去的地方。 So one night, I got on a plane. I started looking for someplace where I wouldn't have to.
我找了很久，但当我到了这里，我知道我找到了。 It took a lot of looking, but when I got here, I knew I'd found it.
偶尔，我也会设计一座桥。 Once in a while, I make a design for a bridge.
然后我烧了它。 Then I burn it.
每天晚上，我都会喝醉。 And every day and every night, I get drunk.
时间过得很快。 Time passes very quickly.
如果你仔细看，你会在门上看到一个牌子，上面写着:“请勿入内。”也就是你。” If you look carefully, you'll see a sign on the door that says, "Keep out. This means you."
这是指你，弗恩。 This means you, Fern.
我现在准备回家了。 I'm ready to go home now.
我们想逃跑都是错的。 We were both wrong trying to run away.
看看它对你做了什么。 Look what it did to you.
真希望那时我就认识你。 I wish I'd known you then.
什么意思?什么时候? What do you mean? When?
当你有那个情妇的时候。 When you had that mistress.
或博士!或博士! Dr. Safti! Dr. Safti!
这是马哈拉尼。她现在就在医院里。 It is the maharani. She is here in the hospital now.
冷静点，古普塔小姐。我不认为这些墙会倒塌…… Why, calm yourself, Miss Gupta. I do not think the walls will crumble. . .
只是因为女王殿下要来拜访我们 simply because Her Highness is paying us a visit.
但是没有pre - But nothing is pre―
晚上好。晚上好，帕特尔小姐。 Good evening. Good evening, Miss Patel.
古普塔小姐。你们今晚看起来都很清新漂亮。 Miss Gupta. You all look very fresh and pretty this evening.
汤姆·兰瑟姆和我开车经过。 Tom Ransome and I were driving by.
我决定停一会儿。 I decided to stop for a minute.
我不能留下来。汤姆在车里等着呢。 I can't stay. Tom's waiting in the car.
现在打电话来有点晚了吧? It's a little late for a social call, isn't it?
我以为你这几天晚上十一点半整就睡了? I thought you went to bed at 11:30 sharp these nights?
我想和你谈谈。 I want to talk to you.
请给我一支烟。 I would like a cigarette, please.
我无意助长你的犯罪行为。 I have no intention of contributing to your delinquency.
哦，你对我太残忍了。 Oh, you are cruel to me.
我没人爱。 I'm unloved.
你深受爱戴，而且要求很高。 You are much loved, and you are very demanding.
只有王公才能让你保持原位。 It was only the maharaja who could keep you in place.
只有王公才懂得我天性的微妙。 It was only the maharaja who understood the delicacy of my nature.
现在，请你告诉我你和汤姆·兰瑟姆为什么要半夜开车。 Now, suppose you tell me why you and Tom Ransome have taken to midnight drives.
你知道，没有月亮。 There's no moon, you know.
我有将近一个星期没见到你了。 I haven't seen you for nearly a week.
我知道。我很抱歉。 I know. I'm sorry.
不，我不擅长隐瞒和伪装。 No, I'm not very good at secrets and pretending.
告诉我发生了什么事。 Tell me what has happened.
我已经排练过了。 I've rehearsed the words.
这将是一个很长的演讲。 It was to be a long speech.
雄辩，尖锐，有逻辑。 Eloquent, pointed, logical.
恐怕我也不太擅长假装。 I'm afraid I'm not very good at pretending either.
没有新的说法了。 There's no new way to say it.
我爱她。 I love her.
我唯一的伪装，这是一个很小的欺骗，就是你是我的儿子。 My only pretension, and it is so small a deception, is that you are my son.
这就是我在乎的程度。 That is how much I care.
无论发生在哪里，都是一样的。 And wherever it happens, it is the same.
母亲祈祷，当她的儿子去爱时，这份爱会配得上他。 A mother prays that when her son loves, the love will be worthy of him.
我爱她。不。 I love her. No.
我知道爱是什么… I know what love is. . .
事实并非如此。 and is not.
我年纪很大了，但有时我觉得自己很聪明。 I'm very old, and sometimes I think I am wise.
当你从监狱回来时，当王公和我在车站等你时，我说:“我很害怕。” When you came back from prison, while the maharaja and I waited at the station for you, I said, "I'm afraid."
他握住我的手。 He took my hand.
他是一个相信牵手的人。 He was a man who believed in the holding of hands.
耶稣说:“不要惧怕。” And he said, "Don't be afraid."
你从火车上下来了。 And you came off the train.
甚至在我跟你说话之前，我就知道… Even before I spoke to you, I knew. . .
你比以前更坚强了。 you were stronger than ever.
监狱使你变得坚强。 Prison had hardened you.
你现在需要那种力量。 You need that strength now.
你教了我很多东西 You taught me so many things―
天空之所以是蓝色的，山之所以是美丽的，无论有多痛苦…… the reason the sky is blue, the beauty of a mountain, that always, no matter how painful it may be. . .
或者你有多害怕，你必须说实话。 or how afraid you are, you must tell the truth.
你还教会我每一刻都有可能重生。 You also taught me that it's possible to be reborn each instant.
我相信这一点。 I believe that.
有一次，当我还是个小男孩的时候，我想一个人去村里，你为我担心。 Once, when I was a very small boy, I wanted to go to the village alone, and you were afraid for me.
我坚持，最后你说，你可以走了。你可以一直做任何你想做的事，只是要确定，要非常确定。 I insisted, and finally you said, "You can go. You can do whatever you want to do always, "only be sure, be very sure.
那么，不要听任何人的话，甚至不要听我的话。” Then, listen to no one, not even to me."
我也必须做我该做的事。 And I too must do what I must do.
如果我允许这种情况发生，在我的余生中，我会问自己… If I allow this to happen, for the rest of my life I would ask myself. . .
如果我做了所有该做的… if I had done all that was necessary. . .
为了阻止这种邪恶。 to prevent this evil.
我会命令她离开兰奇普尔。 I shall order her to leave Ranchipur.
我不再是女王了，但我还有点权力。 I'm no longer a queen, but I still have some power.
如果我成功了，我想你会恨我的。 If I succeed, you will hate me, I think.
这是我必须抓住的机会。 That is the chance I must take.
我会祈祷有一天，你会原谅我。 And I shall pray that someday, you will forgive me.
如果你送她走，我将和她一起去。 If you send her away, I shall go with her.
这也是我必须抓住的机会。 That too is a chance I must take.
阿多尼先生，很抱歉我们迟到了。 Mr. Adoani, we're so sorry to be late.
晚上好。晚上好。 Good evening. Good evening.
请进。我相信你认识所有人。 Come right in. I'm sure you know everybody.
又是阿卜杜勒打来的。 And again, it was Abdular.
有些时候，我认为这一切都是一个错误——电力、发动机，甚至车轮的发明。 There are times when I think it was all a mistake― electricity, engines, perhaps even the invention of the wheel.
那印刷机呢?好吧，没关系。 And the printing press? Well, that's all right.
但是烛光是可靠的。除了大风。 But candlelight is dependable. Except in a high wind.
哦，当太阳再次升起的时候，我要尽情地看它，即使我把自己弄瞎了。 Oh, when it is again sunshine, I shall look full into it, even if I blind myself.
对不起。基辛，我们需要一些 Sorry. Kishin, we need some―
对不起，我迟到了。艾斯基夫人，你没有收到解释信吗? I'm sorry I'm late. Lady Esketh, you did not receive a letter explaining?
还没到?是的，我确实收到了一封信。 It did not arrive? Yes, I did receive a letter.
我没有打开它。我不知道事情这么紧急。 I didn't open it. I had no idea it was urgent.
如果事情很重要，你现在就可以告诉我。 If it's important, you can tell me about it now.
我，呃，呃，玛哈拉尼 I , uh― Well, the maharani―
是的。王公很生我的气。 Yes. The maharani's annoyed with me.
她说你今晚不想让我来。 She said you wouldn't want me to come here tonight.
我一点也不相信她。 I didn't for a minute believe her.
印度现在自由了，对吧，阿多尼先生? India's free now, isn't it, Mr. Adoani?
你不用听命于王公，对吧? You don't have to take orders from the maharani, do you?
你是我的贵宾，埃斯凯斯基夫人。 You are my honored guest, Lady Esketh.
请进。 Come in, please.
埃斯吉斯夫人，你看起来还是那么可爱。 Lady Esketh, you look as lovely as ever.
谢谢你！你好。 Thank you. Hello.
埃斯基斯勋爵的事我很抱歉。 I― I am sorry about Lord Esketh.
是的。你好,埃德温娜。 Yes. Hello, Edwina.
我想和你谈谈。能让我们单独谈谈吗? I wanna talk to you. Would you excuse us, please?
汤姆，你又喝醉了吗?你想过停下来吗? Tom, are you drunk again? Have you ever thought of stopping?
别烦他。我没喝酒，亲爱的。 Leave him alone. I didn't get a drink, darling.
你能帮我拿一个吗?你知道"简单"是什么意思吗，埃德温娜? Would you get me one? Do you know what "simple" means, Edwina?
我查了一下。它的意思是真诚的，无意的，直率的，无辜的。 I looked it up. It means sincere, undesigning, straightforward, innocent.
他是个简单的人，埃德温娜。 He's a simple man, Edwina.
你以前是个有趣的酒鬼，汤姆。 And you used to be an amusing drunk, Tom.
现在你又虔诚又无趣。他是我的朋友。你离他远点! Now you're pious and dull. He's my friend. You leave him alone!
汤米，今晚别跟我吵了。 Tommy, don't argue with me tonight, please.
我想我病了。 I think I'm sick.
你还记得你说过我们俩都不会相爱吗? You remember you once said that neither of us could fall in love?
嗯，我有。 Well, I have.
我现在说的是实话。 I'm telling the truth for a change.
你怎么知道? How would you know?
他怎么了? What's the matter with him?
他渴了。 He's thirsty.
亲爱的，你没事吧? Darling, you all right?
太棒了。 Wonderful.
你看起来很漂亮。 You look beautiful.
你今晚看起来特别帅，萨夫提医生。 You look especially handsome tonight, Dr. Safti.
有什么问题吗? Is anything wrong?
王公和我吵了一架。 The maharani and I had a fight.
不仅仅是争吵或争论。我们吵了一架。 Not just a quarrel or an argument. We had a fight.
她命令我离开宫殿和兰奇普尔。 She ordered me to leave the palace and Ranchipur.
我不怪她。我也会反击的。 I don't blame her. I'd fight back too.
我们走吧。 We'll go away.
我今晚就给医学院打电话 I'll call the medical college tonight.
他们会派人来的。 They'll send someone.
我们应该能在一周或十天内离开。 We should be able to leave in a week, 10 days.
你可以住在这里。我不能待在这里。他们不要我。 You could stay here. I can't stay here. They don't want me.
我带你去教堂。你可以和笑脸一家住在一起。 I'll take you to the mission. You can stay with the Smileys.
又一个要皈依的异教徒? Another heathen to be converted?
斯迈利夫人会喜欢你，你也会喜欢她。 Mrs. Smiley will like you, and you will like her.
我们都喜欢认为自己是不可或缺的。 We all like to think we're indispensable.
没有人是这样的。但在这里你会错过的。 Nobody ever is. But you'll miss it here.
是的，我会想念的。 Yes, I will miss it.
如果我否认这一点，那就太愚蠢和不诚实了。 It would be foolish and dishonest of me to deny that.
我认识这些人，我……爱他们，理解他们。 I know these people, and I . . . love and understand them.
你要学会做你必须做的事。 You learn to do what you have to do.
但也许我错了。 But maybe I'm wrong.
也许我又自私了。 Maybe I'm being selfish again.
也许我该阻止你。 Maybe I should try to stop you.
也许- - - - - - Maybe―
我爱你。你爱我吗? I love you. Do you love me?
完全。 Completely.
那么我就无法被阻止了。 Then I could not be stopped.
我希望你不要离开，汤姆。 I wish you weren't going away, Tom.
似乎就在不久以前，王公叫我去… It doesn't seem so very long ago that the maharani called me in. . .
看看我对这个陌生的新美国人了解多少。 to find out what I knew about the strange, new American.
我是个惯于窥探的人。这就是我当警察的原因。 I'm an inveterate snooper. That's why I'm a policeman.
我告诉她:“他叫托马斯·兰瑟姆，是一名退伍军人，也是一名工程师。” I told her, "His name is Thomas Ransome, and he's a veteran of the war and an engineer."
一个男人要怎么做才能在这里再喝一杯? What does a man have to do to get another drink around here?
王公很高兴，我也很高兴。 The maharani was very pleased, and so was I .
我们需要工程师，很多工程师，建设者和领导者。 We need engineers, a lot of them, and builders and leaders.
我跟王公说过我们需要像兰瑟姆这样的领袖。 I told the maharani we need leaders like this Ransome.
这只是告诉你，即使是警察也会看错一个人的性格。 It just goes to show you, even a policeman can be mistaken about a man's character.
汤姆，我能说几句吗? Tom, may I say something?
不!说吧，拉希德。我在听。 No! Go ahead, Rashid. I'm listening.
汤姆，我是你的朋友。 Tom, I'm your friend.
我对王公说过:“这是一个聪明而热情的人。 I have said to the maharani, "Here is a man of intelligence and warmth.
“他为什么要假装他什么都不在乎…… "Why is he trying to pretend that he cares nothing. . .
是为他自己还是为别人?” for himself or for anybody else?"
我还没有找到答案。为什么? I have not found an answer. Why?
有人告诉过你少管闲事吗?是的。你就是有。 Has anybody ever told you to mind your own business? Yes. You just have.
但朋友之间是有亏欠的。他们有责任。 But friends owe something to each other. They have a duty.
看看谁在谈论责任!哦，汤姆，别说了! Look who's talking about duty! Oh, Tom, stop it!
你是最初的执勤员，为了这个放弃了一切 You're the original duty boy, throwing over everything for this―
我不知道用印地语怎么称呼她，但在英语里，她只有一个音节。 I don't know what the word for her would be in Hindi, but in English, it's got one syllable.
别再说了! Don't say it again!
请安静!安静!安静。 Quiet, please! Quiet! Quiet.
这只是地球的轻微震动。请不要惊慌。 It's just a little tremor of the earth. Please, don't panic.
非常抱歉，阿多尼夫人。 I'm terribly sorry, Mrs. Adoani.
拉希德和我得去警察局和医院报到。 Rashid and I have to report into the police station and the hospital.
你永远不会知道河对岸发生了什么事。 You'll never know what all may have happened across the other side of the river.
对不起，汤姆。没关系。我应该少管闲事的。 I'm sorry, Tom. It's all right. I should've minded my own business.
我和你一起去! I'm going with you!
埃德温娜，桥可能坏了。我去拿外套。 Edwina, the bridge may be out. I'll get my coat.
你照顾她，汤姆。你确定不需要我和你一起去吗? You look after her, Tom. Are you sure you don't want me to go with you?
不，我希望你在这里。 No, I'd like you here, please.
哦，我找不到它了!汤姆，你去找我的外套! Oh, I can't find it! Tom, you find my coat!
等等!埃德温娜! Wait! Edwina!
等等我，亲爱的!等等! Wait for me, darling ! Wait!
不，汤姆! No, Tom !
带我过去，汤米!拜托! Take me over there, Tommy! Please!
你是我最老的朋友，也是我唯一的朋友。拜托! You're my oldest friend, the only friend I've ever had. Please!
快回屋里来。不! Come on back in the house. No!
埃德温娜!放开我! Edwina! Let me go!
来吧。请。别想阻止我! Come on. Please. Don't you try to stop me!
你真的从没想过让我幸福。 You really never wanted me to be happy.
你一直恨我，因为我比你有钱! You've always hated me because I've had more money than you!
我一直比任何人都有钱!别说了，埃德温娜! I've always had more money than anybody! Stop it, Edwina!
现在你想让我远离他，而我需要他! And now you're trying to keep me from him, and I need him !
我需要他!我需要他!住手，我说了! I need him ! I need him ! Stop it, I said !
哦,请。 Oh, please.
别恨我，汤姆。 Don't hate me, Tom.
别恨我。 Don't hate me.
这个女孩病了。我能把她放在哪个卧室? This girl is ill. What bedroom can I put her in?
她不能留在这里。王公禁止这样做。 She cannot remain here. The maharani's forbidden it.
阿多尼，你是个傻瓜!我早就知道了。 Adoani, you're a fool! I've known it for a long time.
我只是一直没时间说出来。现在，给我让开! I just never got around to saying it. Now, get out of my way!
所有车辆待命!别让任何车辆通过那座桥! Hold all vehicles! And no more vehicles over that bridge!
明白吗? Understand?
看！ Look!
-你没事吧?-好好照顾她。 - Are you all right? - Just take care of her.
你好吗，老姑娘? How are you, old girl?
哦,汤米。这是早晨。 Oh, Tommy. It's morning.
看起来最糟糕的时期已经过去了。 Looks like the worst is over.
水已经两个小时没涨了。 The water hasn't risen in the last two hours.
你觉得他没事吧? Do you― Do you think he's all right?
我不知道。河对岸的情况似乎要糟糕得多。 I don't know. Things seem to be a lot worse on the other side of the river.
有艘船来了。 There's a boat coming.
是他吗?我不这么想。 Is it him? I don't think so.
哦，我累坏了。 Oh, I'm exhausted.
弗恩，你为什么来这儿?我一会儿就喘口气。 Fern, why'd you come here? I'll catch my breath in a minute.
你冷。进来吧。 You're cold. Come on inside.
埃斯基斯夫人在这里。她病得很重。 Lady Esketh's in here. She's very sick.
来吧。脱下那件外套。 Come on. Get off that coat.
我从没想过我会成功。第二次地震后我就出发了。 I never thought I'd make it. I started out after that second quake.
你是说你整晚都在外面? You mean you've been out in this all night?
我知道你让我离你远点，但昨晚，我控制不住自己。 I know you told me to stay away, but last night, I just couldn't help myself.
我得看看你是否还好。 I had to find out if you were all right.
我还好吗?你差点就没命了。 If I was all right? You could've lost your life, you know.
来吧。躺在这儿。你好好休息。 Come on. Lie down here. You get some rest.
我用那艘船带埃德温娜去教堂。 I'll use the boat and take Edwina over to the mission.
那我就回来找你。 Then I'll come back for you.
汤姆，你还是不打算离开兰奇普尔，对吧? Tom, you're still not going to leave Ranchipur, are you?
我哪也不去。至少不是现在。 I'm not going anyplace. Not just now, anyway.
我是说，永远? I mean, ever?
我也是。 So do I .
来吧，老姑娘。 Come on, old girl.
我们要去划船。 We're going for a boat ride.
艾米丽，我是艾斯克斯夫人。是的，带她去我的房间。她的床都准备好了。 Emily, it's Lady Esketh. Yes, take her to my room. Her bed's all ready.
我马上过来。 I'll be right over.
你做得很好。 You're doing just fine.
当然，晚上这个时候你的体温总会升高一点。 Of course, your temperature always goes up a little this time of night.
外面有多少人? How many are out there?
昨晚，有200个。 Last night, there were 200.
今晚，还会有更多。 Tonight, there'll be more.
昨晚死了多少人? How many died last night?
我不知道。现在，尽量不要去想这些。 I don't know. Now, try not to think about that.
我在跟你说我祖父约瑟夫森的事。 I was telling you about my Grandfather Josephson.
他有12个孩子和135个孙子孙女。 He had 12 children and 135 grandchildren.
圣诞节期间我们都去拜访了他。 We all descended upon him at Christmastime.
邻居们问他有这么多客人，他觉得怎么样，他说:“看到他们来很高兴，但看到他们走更让人高兴。” And when the neighbors asked him how he liked having such a full house, he said, "Glad to see 'em come, but a darned sight gladder to see 'em go."
我会死吗? Am I going to die?
现在，我想让你睡一会儿。 Now, I want you to get some sleep.
我给你拿些阿司匹林，然后我要你闭上眼睛… I'm gonna get you some aspirin, and then I want you to close your eyes. . .
试着打个盹。 and just try to doze off.
我会死吗? Am I going to die?
亲爱的，别这么想。 My dear, don't think that way.
我已经尽力了，我也祈祷过了。 I've done the very best I can, and I've prayed.
这就是我所能做的。 That's all I can do.
但是，我得去见他。 But― I've got to see him.
我只是认为他不可能过河。 I just don't think it's possible for him to get across the river.
我想告诉他认识他对我来说意味着什么。 I want to tell him what knowing him has meant to me.
我想这对他来说很重要。 I think that would be important to him.
你知道他会想知道的。 You do see that he would want to know that.
我明白了。我得告诉他! I see. Well, I have to tell him !
你不明白吗? Don't you understand?
我明白了。 I understand.
我去给你拿些阿司匹林。 I'm going to get you some aspirin.
她怎么样? How is she?
她可能撑不过今晚了。 She may not last through the night.
真希望能有办法让萨夫提医生知道。 I wish there was a way to let Dr. Safti know.
即使他知道-艾米丽，昨晚有一百人死在了禁地。 Even if he did― Emily, a hundred people died in the untouchable quarter last night.
今晚可能会死两倍的人。 Twice that many'll probably die tonight.
现在，瘟疫正在蔓延。如果水能往下走。 And now, the plague is spreading. If the water would just go down.
它不能下降。海峡每分钟都在堵塞。 It can't go down. The narrows get more clogged every minute.
那里建了一整座人工大坝… There's a whole artificial dam built up there. . .
到处都是房子，家具，残骸和尸体。 with parts of houses and furniture and debris and bodies.
你已经尽力了。 You're doing all you can.
就在你以为自己有所进展的时候，这样的事情发生了。 Just when you think you're making some headway, something like this happens.
我们可能得从头再来。 We may have to start all over again at the very beginning.
一开始不是，侯默。 Not at the very beginning, Homer.
从一开始就没有。 Never at the very beginning.
我相信有一个男孩会冒险过去的。 I'm sure one of the boys will risk getting across.
这样Safti医生就知道了。如果他不原谅我们，我们永远也不会原谅自己。 Just so Dr. Safti knows. We'd never forgive ourselves if he didn't.
我能和你谈谈吗? Could I speak to you?
你根本就没毛病。 There's nothing in the world wrong with you.
你可能会有三胞胎。 You'll probably have triplets.
刚从使团来了个信使。是关于埃德温娜的。 A messenger just came from the mission. It's about Edwina.
他是一个非常单纯的男孩。他来找我而不是你。 He was a very simple boy. He came to me instead of to you.
她怎么样?她病得很重。 How is she? She's very sick.
她在找你。 She's asking for you.
斯迈利夫人说她可能活不下去了。 Mrs. Smiley says she may not live.
你会去找她吗?好吗? Will you go to her? Please?
你看，我也爱她。 You see, I love her too.
我从没跟任何人说过，埃德温娜也没说过。 I never told anyone that before, not even Edwina.
请走吧。 Please go.
我不能去。 I cannot go.
你根本不在乎，对吧?我当然在乎! You don't really care, do you? Of course I care!
我非常爱她。 I love her very much.
但我也爱他们。 But I love them too.
有人通过了海峡。水在下降。 Someone got through to the narrows. The water's going down.
笑脸夫人?笑脸夫人? Mrs. Smiley? Mrs. Smiley?
笑脸夫人? Mrs. Smiley?
亲爱的，现在，没什么好担心的。 My dear, now, there's nothing to be worried about.
你躺下。但是发生了什么? You lie back. But what's happened?
我们的祈祷应验了，就是这样。 Our prayers have been answered, that's what.
水位在下降。 The waters are going down.
你知道吗?我想你已经退烧了。 You know something? I think your fever's gone.
你感觉如何?更好。 How do you feel? Better.
好多了。 Much better.
事实上，我饿了。很好。我松了一口气。 In fact, I'm hungry. Good. I'm so relieved.
我知道你现在会没事的。我去给你倒点汤。 I know you'll be all right now. I'm going to get you some soup.
他们终于把桥打通了。 They finally opened up the bridge.
爸爸和斯迈利先生把第一批病人送到了医院。 Dad and Mr. Smiley took the first patients over to the hospital.
你知道昨晚有多少人睡在校舍里吗? Do you know how many people slept in the schoolhouse last night?
七十二年。院子里的防水布下面还有20个。 Seventy-two. And there were 20 more under the tarp in the compound.
你不用担心萨夫提医生。 Don't you worry about Dr. Safti.
他一有空就会来的。 He'll be here the very first minute he can.
要我帮你拿点什么吗? Can I get you anything?
洗头、面部和指甲。 A shampoo, facial and a manicure.
失陪一下。我马上就回来。 Excuse me a second. I'll be right back.
哦，很高兴见到你。很高兴见到你。 Oh, it's good to see you. It's wonderful to see you.
我想你了。我太担心了，我 I missed you. I was so worried, I―
嗯，反正我也睡不着。有那么多人要照顾。 Well, I couldn't sleep anyway. There were so many people to take care of.
但你在哪里?我，我有事耽搁了。 But where were you? I , uh― I got held up.
你还好吗?我很好。 Are you all right? I'm fine.
你好,汤姆。 Hello, Tom.
你好,Fern。艾米丽。 Hello, Fern. Emily.
她怎么样?有段时间她病得很重。 How is she? She was a pretty sick girl for a while.
我不知道该怎么办，所以我就用了…… I didn't know what to do, so I just used. . .
上帝赐予我的常识，我祈祷着。 the common sense the good Lord gave me, and I prayed.
她现在好了。或者她一见到你就会生气。 She's all right now. Or she will be as soon as she sees you.
不,不。先喝点咖啡。你看起来需要它。 No, no. Have some coffee first. You look as though you need it.
这一定是我72小时内喝的第500杯了。 This must be my 500th cup in the last 72 hours.
你一定很累了。哦,非常。 You must be very tired. Oh, very.
告诉我们，告诉我们发生了什么。 Now, tell us― tell us what happened.
当我们听到爆炸声时，我无法想象那是什么。 When we heard the explosion, I couldn't imagine what it was.
然后水位开始下降，我就 And then the waters began to go down, and I―
我知道有人打开了这条狭缝。 I knew someone had opened up the narrows.
是谁干的?你，拉希德，还是 Who did it? You or Rashid or―
不。从我们这边到不了。 No. You couldn't get to it from our side of the river.
我一直在问自己同样的问题，艾米莉。 I kept asking myself the same question, Emily.
我问自己，什么样的人会这么做? What kind of man, I asked myself, would do that?
他一定对兰奇普尔有所了解。 He must know something of Ranchipur.
他知道炸药存放在老要塞。 He knew the dynamite was stored in the old garrison.
他一定是个专家。 He must be something of an expert.
他必须知道把它放在哪里，这样才能有效地工作。 He had to know where to place it so that it would work effectively.
他一定很勇敢，因为他会知道…… He must be very courageous, because he would have known. . .
他活下来的可能性非常大。 that the odds against his surviving were tremendous.
我对自己说，他一定是个关心别人的人。 And he must be a man who cares, I told myself.
谁在乎兰奇普尔，在乎人们。 Who cares about Ranchipur, about people.
最后，我决定要这个男人做我的朋友。 Finally, I decided I wanted this man for a friend.
我很高兴地发现他已经是了。 I was glad to find that he already was.
艾米丽，很多人都在外面排队喝茶。 Emily, uh, a lot of people are lined up out there for tea.
我倒吧? Suppose I pour?
想要帮助吗? Wanna help?
哦，亲爱的! Oh, darling !
哦，我好害怕啊…… Oh, I've been so frightened. . .
而且如此孤独。 and so lonely.
请不要再离开了。 Please don't go away again.
在这几分钟内，不会有洪水，也不会有医院。 For a few minutes now, there will be no flood and no hospital.
只有我们两个。 Only the two of us.
我一听说你病得这么重就开始担心你了。 Oh, I worried about you as soon as I heard how very sick you were.
你听说过吗?什么时候? You heard? When?
斯迈利太太派了一个男孩过去。那是什么时候? Mrs. Smiley sent a boy across. When was that?
两天前。 Two days ago.
你两天前就知道我病了? You've known for two days that I've been sick?
亲爱的，即使在医院的走廊和办公室里，也有病人和伤者。 Darling, even in the hallways and offices of the hospital, there were the sick and the wounded.
王宫里还有几百人，除了王公和一些仆人，没有人来帮忙。 And there were several hundred more inside the palace, and no one to help except the maharani and some servants.
我必须做出一个决定，一个非常严肃的决定。 I had to make a decision, a very serious one.
如果我穿过这条河，我不能肯定… If I came across the river, I could not be sure that. . .
我就会回到医院。 I would get back to the hospital.
我没有遇到。 I did not come across.
再说，我知道斯迈利太太和弗恩会来照顾你的。 Besides, I knew that Mrs. Smiley and Fern were here to take care of you.
我差点就死了。 I almost died.
你知道吗? Did you know that?
我知道。 I knew that.
我想你肯定知道我快死了。 Suppose you'd have known for sure that I was dying.
那时你会怎么做?亲爱的,请。 What would you have done then? Darling, please.
那时你会怎么做? What would you have done then?
我就会留在医院 I would have remained at the hospital.
没有任何疑问吗? Without any question in your mind?
我心里有那么多问题，但我总是意识到，这是一个生命对抗许多生命。 With so many questions in my mind, but always realizing that it was one life against many.
即使那是我的? Even though the one was mine?
即使那是你的。 Even though the one was yours.
请知道这并不容易。 Please know that it was not easy.
我试试看。 I'll try.
埃德温娜，我们不能马上离开。 Edwina, we won't be able to leave right away.
现在我们需要100名医生，1000名建筑师，工程师和建造者。 Now we need 100 doctors and 1,000 architects and engineers and builders.
你知道所有的贱民区都被消灭了吗? You realize that the entire untouchable quarter was wiped out?
在所有这些无谓的破坏中，一些好事终将到来。 Out of all this wasted destruction, some good will come.
在新房子里，不会有疾病和污秽。 In the new houses, there will be no disease and no filth.
我们现在有很大的机会。 We have a great chance now.
将会有新的学校，新的道路和一个新的大坝。 There will be new schools, new roads and a new dam.
我们可以成为全印度的榜样。 We could become an example for all of India.
怎么了? What's the matter?
请理解。 Please understand.
我明白了。 I understand.
没关系，不是吗? It's all right, isn't it?
没关系。 It's all right.
但是，请抱紧我…… But, please, hold me. . .
很长一段时间。 for a long time.
我想见见马哈拉尼。 I would like to see the maharani, please.
但是她看不到你。她还没有起床。 But she cannot see you. She has not yet arisen.
拉克玛尼亚，让埃斯基斯夫人进来。 Lachmaania, let Lady Esketh come in.
你告诉他了吗? Have you told him?
不。所以你来找我。为什么? No. So you have come to me. Why?
让我替你告诉他? To have me tell him for you?
他会看到你走了，我希望他能像我一样松一口气。 He will see that you are gone, and I hope he will be relieved as I am.
我知道。你是来告别的吗? I know. Have you come to say good-bye?
我不相信告别。 I do not believe in good-byes.
对我爱的人，我说了太多。 To those I love, I say too much.
对于我不爱的人，我无话可说。 To those I do not love, I have nothing to say.
对你，我无话可说…除了这个。 To you, I have nothing to say. . . except this.
我从一开始就知道你在想什么。 I have known from the beginning what was in your mind.
有你吗? Have you?
你有多确定。无所不知的。 How certain you are. How all-knowing.
你曾经怀疑过什么吗? Do you ever have doubts about anything?
从不担心你。 Never about you.
我在一个房间里呆了三天三夜，听着人们死去。 I spent three days and three nights in a room listening to people die.
有一段时间，我以为我也会死。 For a while, I thought I might die too.
但那太简单了。 But that would've been too easy.
你必须为你所做的坏事受到惩罚。 You have to be punished for all the evil you do.
我现在受到惩罚，而且永远都是。 I'm being punished now and will always be.
不管一开始是什么，我知道是什么，我现在爱他。 Whatever it was in the beginning, and I know what it was, I love him now.
我要走了，再也不回来了。 I'm going away, and I'm not coming back.
我想他可能跟我走了。 He might've gone away with me, I think.
他可能很痛苦。我不知道。 And he might've been miserable. I don't know.
在我看来，我没有你那么有安全感。 I'm less secure than you in my opinions.
再说一遍，我 And then again, I―
我可能会让他开心。 I might've made him happy.
我可能只是。 I might just.
我会努力的。 I'd have tried.
我该如何努力。 How I'd have tried.
但我决定不试了，这跟你没关系。 But I decided not to try, and you had nothing to do with it.
因为我不在乎你也不在乎这个寒酸的小省。 Because I don't care about you or about this shabby little province.
我关心他… I care about him. . .
而且只有他。 and only him.
我的离开可能是我一生中最无私的举动。 And my going away may be the one unselfish act of my life.
我必须这么想。 I have to think so.
我相信，最终你会成功地说服自己。 I am positive that eventually, you'll succeed in convincing yourself.
哦,拜托!你会喜欢的，不是吗? Oh, please! You will like that, won't you?
你将可以对着香槟酒杯哭泣…… You will be able to weep into your goblet of champagne. . .
拜托!告诉你能雇到的任何年轻英俊的男人… Please! and tell whatever young, pretty man you can hire. . .
倾听你唯一的真爱。 to listen about your one, true love.
请不要再吃了!你的高尚行为。 No more, please! Your noble act.
你不明白吗?我需要这种幻觉。 Don't you understand? I need this illusion.
我非常需要它。请走开。 I need it very much. Go away, please.
我不是那个人。 I wasn't the one.
但总有一天，会有人做到的。 But someday, somebody will be.
如果你不介意，我想 If you don't mind, I wish to―
我确实介意。我才不管你想要什么。 I do mind. And I don't give a damn what you wish.
他是个伟大的人，真的很伟大，但没有人能只为职责而活。 He's a great man, really great, but no one can live for duty alone.
你不能珍惜责任。你不能晚上回家看。 You can't cherish duty. You can't come home to it at night.
我很容易对付。 I was easy to fight.
但如果有人你阻止不了，那就别试了。 But when there's somebody you can't stop, don't even try.
再见。 Good-bye.
再见,埃德温娜。 Good-bye, Edwina.
埃德温娜吗? Edwina?
埃德温娜，我不能在没有确定的情况下让你走… Edwina, I could not let you go without being sure. . .
你知道我心里现在和将来都是什么。 that you know what is now in my heart and will always be.
当我说完这句话，你就该走了，我的爱人，不要再见，不要回头，不要后悔。 When I've said that, you must go, my love, without good-byes, without looking back, without regrets.
我知道我再也见不到你了。 I know now that I shall not see you again.
对有些人来说，这是一生的时间。 For some, there is a lifetime.
对另一些人来说，只需要几个小时。 For others, only a few hours.
我们在一起的几个小时是我一生中最美好的时光。 Our few hours have been the most beautiful of my life.
你给了我爱，现在我知道一个人不能没有爱 You have given me love, and I now know that a man cannot live without love―
他被它温暖，被它高贵… that he is warmed by it and ennobled by it. . .
并因此而谦卑。 and humbled by it.
在印度，我们会给离别的人带礼物。 In India, we bring gifts for the departing.
我的礼物是，不能握在手里。 My gift is― cannot be held in the hand.
它是无价的，但也是珍贵的。 It is without cost, but it is also precious.
我要对你们说: It is to say to you this:
你认为自己很自私，你一直都是这样。 You think yourself as selfish, and you have been that.
贪婪，冷酷，苛求-你都是。 And greedy and cold and demanding― You have been all of those.
但在未来的岁月里，你必须了解你自己… But in all the years to come, you must know yourself. . .
就像我一样。 as― as I do.
我爱你。 I love you.
我爱你，因为你无私，因为你温柔善良，因为你有一颗善解人意的心。 I love you because you're capable of great unselfishness, because you're gentle and good and kind, and because you have the understanding heart.
我很感激，亲爱的。 I'm grateful, my darling.
我将永远感激你。 I shall always be grateful to you.
再见,汤姆。再见，老姑娘。 Good-bye, Tom. Good-bye, old girl.
再见,Fern。 Good-bye, Fern.
再见,汤姆。再见,艾伦。 Good-bye, Tom. Good-bye, Alan.
再见，艾伦。再见，芬恩。 Good-bye, Alan. Good-bye, Fern.